Thank You Retrospection

We all have problems don’t we? We all feel the sting of life and we all want to believe that we are special in that respect. We are all egoists, each believing that we are feeling the worst brunt of life. Wake up, smell the coffee, drink something bad for your head. It’s time to realize, you are not.

And so what? Tell me your story, tell me you’re dying, tell me what you believe to be the genuine truth. I believe you, I really do. But the world around me doesn’t. The world around me wants to throw you out. The world around me wants to charge you for the air you’re breathing. Good morning, get the fuck out of here. Here it is. Why don’t you do it? Where did you go? Probably ran away. Probably didn’t exist in the first place. Just my imagination. Running away with me.

Time alone is time alone, whether it’s 25 minutes or a whole month. So here’s to time alone. No wait, I take it all back…here’s to that man who was dying on the streets. Here’s to what possibly could have been a lie but might not have been.

Central Park, Bastille, old hotel. Whatever, whatever. What it all boils down to is nothing much. Keep your head down – all things must pass, so this must too. But you are blinded by rainbows. The Brightness scares you and you can no longer cope with the outside world. The self and life have separated long ago. Try to reconcile the two but you will find it an impossible task. Please get away before it’s too late. Before it all consumes you in a flame of white smoke. There, die a little. Live a little. Feel a little.

Chemicals boy. Come over come over.