Let it Be...

After about 3 hours or so, my gray fingertips became ample proof that I had flipped through a good number of old records. I really quite like that musky dusty smell of those record stores.
That can't be hygenic.
We are always accomodating me. No one else in the family wants to spend their vacation time stepping into one fucking record store after a fucking other. They all look the same anyways. I'm so selfish sometimes.
We were in Camden and here I thought I struck up a good deal. 2 Rolling Stones picture discs, £15 each. The storekeeper even said he'd knock off a good £10 if I got the Led Zeppelin record as well. Deal. Fucking hell, did I just spend £35 on 3 records? I always forget that £15 is a lot more than it sounds. And I'm not going to lie - I only got those 2 picture discs because they looked cool.
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I sat in an empty bus for half an hour - I promised the driver I wouldn't steal his bus while he was on his break. I kept my promise. I have a horrible habit of always getting off one stop too early...so I end up walking a lot more than I need to. I don't mind - I like walking. So I walked 4 hours non-stop from Santa Monica Blvd to Melrose and from San Vicente to La Brea and finally, back to La Cienega. I stopped to ask for directions and, conveniently enough, the person I ask pulls out a map of LA from her bag. I didn't know people carried maps around with them. I probably just got lucky.
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How disappointing. And I heard this was one of the best places for Jazz records in LA. Bullshit. The Miles Davis selection doesn't even fill up its own rack, though, admittedly, the Stan Getz and Joao Gilberto collection was slightly redeeming. I walked out with nothing and continued down Melrose. Didn't even come across a single Rolling Stones or Beatles record for the whole day - not even one of those "Greatest Hits" albums. They had a couple Paul McCartney records...but I don't want those.
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And how out of place I must have looked browsing the racks for The Ramones and The Clash. I think I was the only one in the store who was not dressed in black. And I didn't even catch the name of the program that the filming was for - I was too busy trying to not eat my own hair. I can hear myself now. Talking about restaurants seemed like such a good idea at that time. Fucking Fantastic.
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I'm sitting in that red chair and from there, I can see the open streets. It doesn't bother me though. They went under the sink to put on the Beatles "just for me" and as I sat there listening, it was reminding me that, if this was happening, life can't be that bad at all.
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(Weekend: Clignancourt, Paris)